Starting fresh...

1 hour and 3 minutes left in 2014. As I sit down to right this I have a lot of wonderings and hope for good things in 2015.

I wonder why people enjoy noisy, crowded streets in crazy weather to "ring in the New Year". I commented today that the whole idea sounds like torture to me. So here I sit at home, in comfy clothes, nice and toasty warm, Gilmore Girls on in the back ground, in only the light of my Christmas tree, truely enjoying myself.

I wonder why some people hold on to such darkness and drama.

I wonder how many people have actually kissed random strangers at Midnight. I wonder how many of those people then got punched in the face.

I'm excited to get back into routine. I've missed my kids. I've missed eating healthy. Don't get me wrong I needed the break. Part of me still wishes I had another week. The other part of my teacher brain has already been looking at new ideas for January and knowing my kids will love it.

My brain hurts from this bizaro day. Funeral in AM. Early Jets game with Dad. The stress of mild panic I always feel when Team Canada plays the USA. This year doubled because I couldn't actually watch the game later. I think I actually just heard it "PING". Which is my cue to end this rambling. If you are reading this to the end congrats.

J

P.S. Do you make New Years Resolutions?